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We Used to Live Here

by Nesting Behavior

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1.
We let our bodies fell to the ground Please, come here Look up We can see the moon from here We let that sink in We didn’t let it go We let those feelings Collapse our souls We could have come back home
2.
I saw I saw I saw the keys I’ve been siting in this fucking house for too long And I think I still feel you siting there It’s seems that your smell stuck to the walls And I just can’t take this anymore Are you okay? Are you okay? I came back home to find your things gone Every little piece of us just vanish I collapsed into tears on the floor I’m on my knees, I want you home No one is here No one is home
3.
I went back to the town where we were born Thinking some things could have changed It’s so strange everything have a different meaning From the meaning that it had before Now I’m afraid of ghosts Now I’m afraid of ghosts So many known faces that went black It’s so hard to explain There’s loads people but there’s no one to be found No words, only memories Now I’m afraid of ghosts Now I’m afraid of ghosts Was I true to the person I wanted to be? I am proud but I don’t know There is so much left unsaid So much that should have not
4.
This was my end goal for a while But now I feel sick But now I feel sick I promised not to But I can’t help to look back To The house where we lived The house where we lived I’m losing control Once again And I know you can’t hear me But I’m losing my mind And I can’t sleep And I wish there was an exit I just wish you A happy birthday I just wish you A happy birthday I wish you… I wish you… I wish you... But now I feel sick But now I feel sick
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A Cloud 01:51
I’ll turn my head into a cloud so it can go anywhere Taken by the wind Rain over the ground I will fly over the seas Reach the mountain tops And then go down To the grassy fields And I will evaporate I will cease to exist No one will find me At the end
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This house is on fire and I just think about you This house is on fire And I’m trying to forget you Everything I’ve got gets swallowed by the flames It doesn’t even matter What is lost and what is saved Ahhhh Ahhhh Soon I’ll be Buried in the ground Where the house we once lived Stood firmly like a statue Of course I know What I have to say All that is left Is to start running away Ahhhh Ahhhh Now it’s time to say goodbye And let these walls collapse to the ground
8.
A Tree 02:03
Friend, I want to confess That I feel lonely most of the time There’s no route, I feel like I’m blind I want to scream but there’s no one to hear me I want to listen to someone sing About my troubles with living About someone I don’t know yet They will come and save me This person will heal my wounds It will erase what I don’t need now It will solve this growing mess A tree that emerges from my mouth
9.
I keep looking at the lines in this bedroom They direct my view out of the house I think there’s some magic in them I wonder what it’s outside If only i could touch the sunlight If it could grab me, take me, out of here After seven weeks, I’ve been trapped inside this place I will try to escape, I promise I will find a way This sadness and this fear Will never go away It’s hot in here, but I’m cold I know these walls, I just know After seven weeks, I’ve been trapped inside this place I will try to escape, I promise I will find a way Sharp Oscillations of Blue and yellow and blue and yellow
10.
Sorry 03:51
Last night I saw you In my house In a place You’ve never been I’m sorry All of this had to happen That was The last time I saw you Haunting me In my dreams I’m sorry All of this had to happen Goodbye I’m sorry All of this had to happen
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The truth is that i don’t think about you That often now You’ve been long gone and my body stayed The wind keeps roaring and I can still hear it I started to rot and you kept watching You started to rot and I kept watching It took me two whole months to write the lyrics of these songs Cause it’s been so long since I felt you. And I’m glad that I have been around you At that time And I have seen you changing clothes in the house We once lived We once lived here We once lived here We once lived here We once lived here

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We Used to Live Here is the first group of songs that I ever release. This songs are deeply personal and are very close to my heart. They mean much more to me than what the lyrics or music says.

It took a little bit more than two years to write a record everything in here. I worked in the album in my spare time during this period, recording the most of it during the first months of the pandemic.

I am aware of the limitations of my recording, both due to the fact that I am no virtuoso and this being recorded in my room with limited equipment and knowledge. In spite of this, I am greatly proud of what it is in here and I can say that I stand behind these songs, which is not always the case when recording new things. To me, these limitations makes for the intimacy of the music and act as a photo of the moment I was writing and recording it.

Being able to express myself artistically through this project means so much to me. I hope you can enjoy this too and find something with meaning in between the songs. Thanks for listening!

Special thanks to my parents for always being supportive and let me follow my own path. I love you.

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released January 4, 2021

Written and recorded by Rafael Fernández del Castillo.

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Nesting Behavior Seville, Spain

Hi, I'm Rafa. I'm from Seville, Spain. I release music under the name Nesting Behavior.

We Used to Live Here is the first group of songs that I ever release. This songs are deeply personal and are very close to my heart.

My music is kind of a deeply-layered shoegazey stuff, but you have probably already heard it if you're reading this!

Thanks for listening and I hope you like it!
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